When Amanda got the boot on last night's Paris Hilton's My New BFF, she actually felt a little relieved to be headed back into the arms of her boyfriend. But looking back, this ex-BFF thinks it was sorta silly for her to be so homesick in the first place. Check out her update below!

Getting to be on Paris Hilton's My New BFF was honestly one of the best experiences of my life. I am so grateful to have been blessed with the opportunity to not only meet Paris Hilton, but to compete for her friendship and make many other friendships in the process.
I've learned so much about myself from being out of my comfort zone (i.e. moving to L.A. for that short period of time and doing things that I never thought in my life I would/could do!). I feel so lucky and am so appreciative for this whole experience.
One thing I definitely noticed from watching myself on TV was how much I curse! I'm gonna have to work on that for sure, it was really embarrassing to see that!
It makes me sad knowing that I didn't make it to the end, but I think that at that point it was my time to go. I was homesick, which is so silly looking back at the situation now ... I could have sucked it up! However, I am proud that I made it as far as I did. I never even expected to make it on the show! Plus, I'm very happy with how things played out.
As far as the final three BFFs go, Paris will find a great friend. Tiniecia is so funny and nice. (She's pretty misunderstood by the viewers -- Tiniecia would do anything for the people she cares about.) Stephen, in one word ... amazing! That boy would make any girl happy, he's so charming! And Stef is a good friend deep down inside, when she's not hiding behind all those tears. I think once she lets go of her past, she'll have so much more to offer the world and Paris.
Paris herself was everything I imagined and then some. She's so sweet and nice, and when I talked to her, I felt like I was talking to one of my girlfriends. She's so normal! Paris has inspired me so much and I want to thank her for everything. Words really can't express how grateful I am.
Shooting Paris Hilton's My New BFF was so much fun, and I will never forget it. However, it's time to move on to the next chapter of my life! Many good things to come for me in the future. Stay Tuned! 