All I've known lately is being a mom, taking care of my kids, finishing up my album. Which by the way is not a rap album, but more R&B and pop music. I love a challenge and being that I've never rapped a day in my life, I figured this would be the perfect opportunity to do so. It's just something I've never done before and put myself to the test. Also, other members of my family decided to rap... I thought I would give it a shot too...
So yes, the show is so out of my character that I had to do it. I figure if I could learn how to rap then I don't have to pay any guest stars on my album!!! Can you imagine? Here's Shar Jackson featuring MC Shar J!! Ha!
In all honesty, I'm getting over a fear. I'm terrified. I've never rapped. I'm not trying to embarrass my kids, they gotta go to school! I don't know what's going to happen but my kids have already said to me, "Mommy don't do this stuff..." and I say to them, "You'll be singing a different tune after I win damnit!"
In life, the person I truly look up to is my mom, and I think that's important. Your parents should be your number one mentors. In my case it's my mom. She's the most awesome chick in the world although she's never appeared on 'Celebrity Rap Superstar'... I thank her for that : )
Life is too short to be unhappy. I want to be a mentor to a new generation and get down to them and tell them that they should focus on their education, work hard and get whatever they want. If the world wants a legitimate reason to laugh at me, this is it. So you reading this post, you should watch the show. Don't miss it. I'm telling you, if it scares my kids you should definitely watch.
I'm diving in headfirst to have a lot of fun, so have a lot of fun with me and get ready for this ride!
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